I want someone to hold me, hold me & never let go. I want them to hold me like nothing else matters, only me, only being with me, only being. How narcissistic does that sound? Nonsense. I’m being nonsensical again and I don’t know what I feel anymore. I woke up at one o clock today and I didn’t want to get up because sleep is where I escape from reality, my pain and my screwed-up brain. Maybe I just need to get over myself… or write, lots of writing, lots of nonsensical, beautiful writing, that’s true and that is indelible.
I need to be held
Held and never let go of
Ever.
